So. It's hard enough to find a decent paying job because the US is still barely recovering from the recession, and also having social anxiety... but applying to a FAKE/FALSE advertisement and being sent to a FAKE/FALSE interview process is the freaking icing on the cake!!!!!
I just wasted my time and energy today and yesterday. Yesterday was an interview, not knowing it was with 12 other people!! But it was exhilarating when I received the call-back to come in for orientation.
That was the positive part; feeling on top of the world knowing that they picked you and a few others from that group. It made me feel important, but just for a moment though.
Because today, my family finds a website, ripoffreports.com, where people complain about scams and companies that have scammed them, etc. GO FIGURE, the company that I thought I worked for was one of the con-artists!!!!!!
So. after wasting my entire day at the stupid orientation today, I am back to feeling worthless. Back to being scared of everything and everyone. I just don't understand why we have to get knocked down in life, often, and are supposed to get right back up as if nothing ever even happened. I feel like hell, and I'm not sure where I'm supposed to go from here now.
Thanks, stupid freaking schmuk fake company, who doesn't even tell their employee's their product from the beginning and lied about almost everything. I want my personal information back!!!!!!