You have it good!
I should have learned to be a mechanic of cars, taxis, trains, buses, helicopters, navy boats and others... high power control systems: escalators, elevators as it was shown to me in lectures of a mis-sold degrees on a hyper over-marketed jobless BSc
My nieces were waitresses and not hotel managers, married with kids and wealthy lawyer husband
My inept psychologists blamed me of a slow processing brain when I was lightspeed ahead of themselves
'Too late for me' is a simply-honed motto of mine