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post #741 of 879 (permalink) Old 07-20-2019, 01:13 AM
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I was raised and heavily conditioned to strictly base my actions and decisions on acquiring positive and expected/norm perception of others. Even if these actions and decisions are not what I really wanted and I might actually despise. Every time I tried swaying from this for my own pride and justice, I will end up triggering problems.


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post #742 of 879 (permalink) Old 07-20-2019, 05:04 AM
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I wish I could be a functioning member of society like normal people. It would take an enormous amount of effort and I just don't have it in me. Things will never change. My entire existence is pointless

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post #744 of 879 (permalink) Old 07-20-2019, 10:24 AM
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post #745 of 879 (permalink) Old 07-20-2019, 01:24 PM
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It's selfish for me to stay alive and be burden on everyone. Everyone would be so much better off without me.

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I don't fit in anywhere, I feel numb, tired and just a sad emotional wreck. I don't think I will ever get better..

At some point, you have to realise that some people can stay in your heart but not in your life ...
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I’m annoyed I’m in my 30’s and my family don’t respect my decisions. I sometimes feel my life isn’t my own.
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I won't let you hurt her again, you don't deserve her and I am not going to let you ruin my life aswell
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post #750 of 879 (permalink) Old 07-21-2019, 05:33 AM
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How in the blind **** do you assume someone is interested in you just because they don't talk as much when you're around? Is it really that easy to mistake someone's complete apathy for you?

If you like someone, fine. But don't start rumors about what you *think* is going on in their head. That makes **** a whole lot worse. Some people really do just want to work and go home. Not relive high school.

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post #751 of 879 (permalink) Old 07-21-2019, 06:51 AM
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My 'personal demons' are what is going to be the end of me. And no, I'm not just talking about depression or anxiety - it's something way deeper than that. It's not going to change. I'd rather be dead.
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post #752 of 879 (permalink) Old 07-21-2019, 08:42 AM
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No one likes me. People suck.
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post #753 of 879 (permalink) Old 07-21-2019, 07:29 PM
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Potentially losing people you care about is never easy

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I said it was grieving, you said it don't feel nothing
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post #754 of 879 (permalink) Old 07-22-2019, 01:55 AM
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Where do i even begin..lol

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post #755 of 879 (permalink) Old 07-22-2019, 06:11 AM
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No one likes me. People suck.
I like you. Because that's the chance I start off everyone on. And it helps your username is cute/interesting\quirky. You have to give me reasons or do or say bad things for me to actually dislike you.

You're only saying that because that's what you think people are thinking because you're thinking that of yourself. I mean, people who don't know you couldn't possibly dislike you. They can't. They have nothing to base it on. If some stranger does dislike you and they don't even know you, then it's probably saying more negative about them than it could be about you.

Waiting for a beam to break through here,
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This must be it,
Longed for Bliss,
First it was so quiet and now I know I am not alone in here.

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Ain't nothin' gonna break my stride, nobody gonna slow me down. I gotta keep on moovin!

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post #756 of 879 (permalink) Old 07-22-2019, 06:30 AM
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I'll start working in somewhere in a week and when visited there, I had a feeling, like people working in there hated that place :/. I also don't think that the company's sense of aesthetics fits me but there's nothing I can do about it for now. I hope that at least, I can learn about technical details there. I've heard that the company isn't as bad as I think.

Actually, what is bothering me the most is that people who are less successful at school, now have the chance of working at the biggest companies in here because they have some acquaintances or family members there. It always happens here in any kind of work area and that's really annoying.
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post #757 of 879 (permalink) Old 07-22-2019, 08:54 AM
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Grandpa went from saying, "If they want to fight then bring the fight to me and I'll show them how's it's done" to having no fight left in him at all. We're all exhausted trying to support and be there for him. It's a lot and I hate seeing him like this

Birch tree lost its branch one day in violent winter

I said it was grieving, you said it don't feel nothing
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post #758 of 879 (permalink) Old 07-22-2019, 09:12 AM
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I like you. Because that's the chance I start off everyone on. And it helps your username is cute/interesting\quirky. You have to give me reasons or do or say bad things for me to actually dislike you.

You're only saying that because that's what you think people are thinking because you're thinking that of yourself. I mean, people who don't know you couldn't possibly dislike you. They can't. They have nothing to base it on. If some stranger does dislike you and they don't even know you, then it's probably saying more negative about them than it could be about you.
Well, thanks. And that does make sense. No one can't not like me if they don't know me or never talk to me.
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You can get through this.

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post #760 of 879 (permalink) Old 07-22-2019, 06:56 PM
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So I've had this chair that an ex left at my house over a decade ago and it's been SEVEN years since we've been together. Throughout the years, she's stated that she was intending to pick it up, but nothing ever came of it. To be honest, I've always thought it was something she wanted to keep using as an excuse to see me or something. Near the end of our relationship, she would come over under the guise of "picking up the chair", we'd have sex and she'd leave. So, I must confess I didn't think she ever had any true intention of ever picking the chair up.

Fast forward to about 7 months ago. I'm doing some deep cleaning and really getting rid of the clutter around my room, old things I don't want - removing all the eyesores so to speak. In an inspired moment, I throw out the chair. Honestly, maybe I could have sent her a message to let her know at least it was at the curb, but I took the easy route and said nothing. I didn't feel like holding on to it until god knows when, nor did I really care to see her. She's never been someone who comes and goes easily.

So... She asks me about the chair today and I tell her I threw it out almost a year ago. She goes on this long winded rant about how hurt she is that I would do something like that and starts acting incredibly dramatic... Blah, blah - the usual routine about how she's a victim.

If she really wanted the damn chair, she's had over 2200 days to make an opportunity to come pick it up.

Not sure what the point of this rant is. I'm just glad I rid myself of that disaster relationship when I did. I really don't think she's changed since the day I met her. Cooked.

Never could learn to drink that blood
And call it wine,
Never could learn to hold you, love,
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